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life is precious
and yet we say its unfair
yes it is
and no it is not

sometimes or perhaps most of the time
it seems that the things that we dont want
is what we get the most of the times
and what we wishes for
is like a deam come true when it realises

things were'nt the way i hope it is
but at least not everything isnt
i still hope for that special someone
and how long i've waited
and yet no reply is being given

am i to blame myself
or its just communication breakdown

why...
why does it have to be on us
why it is always me to be in this position
why am i so selfish at the worst possible time
why do i have to be put in this situation
why wont the warm sunshine would ever shine on me
why...
why........

all the things i do
all comes from the bottom of my heart
and yet it cant reach into yours
and i regret it doesnt

and now...
i'm of the edge of giving up...
but deep down inside...
its hoping to see some sunshine soon...
and so do i....