Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like to be like me

To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you dont know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you'ree bleeding

No you dont know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you dont know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you've down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you dont know what it's like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life


this is what i felt today...in fact...its everyday...you might think that i'm happy..but i'm not gonna be ok...and i'm sick of all of it...yes i realise that there are more people who are less fortunate than me... but i'm just human, and this is me, welcome to my life

a very "touching" love story

A love story
This 80-year-old woman was arrested for shoplifting. When she went before the judge he asked her, "What did you steal?"
"A can of peaches."
The judge asked her why she had stolen the can of peaches and she replied that she was hungry. The judge then asked her how many peaches were in the can. She replied that there were six.
The judge said, "Then I'll give you six days in jail."




awww....... but wait....this is not the end....





Before the judge could actually pronounce the sentence, the woman's husband spoke up and asked if he could say something.
"Very well," said the judge. "What is it?"
"She took a can of peas too."


God bless those two...lol!

Shinigami Y

yes...call me Shinigami Y or wateva that has something related to it...

recently...maybe not so recently, lately but not too lately...fine, few weeks ago...i had received the Death Note...yes...and i can kill you all with the stroke of my penz... The Death Note IS previously owned by Yagami Light himself....as there is the names of the people he killed using the note inside the note itself...and i shall reveal them to you!!

YES! My newest killing tool!! Beware!! I can kill you faster Harry Potter!

The first page after the book cover...

The proof that Yagami Light once owned this book. He is the one who

wrote this name who he believed was L...

Another victim, Raye Penber, the FBI who investigated

Yagami.

"The one who uses the Death Note shall be haunted by its Death God

until the owner is killed by the Death God itself." One of the rule

of the Death Note...and above...is Yagami Light's name...

Allright, enough of the shinigami things. My semester started this month... and hell yeah its lots of burden as i'm taking a whole new level of course...damm those accountants!! seriously, if i dont get seriously in this one...i cant pass this for sure!! no such thing as happy go lucky in this semester i perhaps, unlike the one i used to have last time...lolz.. must study hard from now on....yeah...i still got homework to do and i'm still staring at this monitor blogging this shit...

From an accountant-wanna-be point of view of unfinished homework...

I never knew that accounts involve lots of equation/formula

like add maths....siao...

Rain oh rain, go away la~

Went to Stampark today for a swim. Reached there around 3pm. Paid my ticket and woohoo into the pool I go. I could've swear that I havent been in the pool for more than 30 minutes when the rain just keep pouring down and I have to leave the pool unless I wanna get a taste of lightning strike. I've been noticing that it rains everyday especially around 3-6pm. Weird weather. I hope it snows next year.

Oh well, done with the pool, feel like going for some refreshment. Decided to go to The Colors near the Stampin area. I've been there for quite sometimes and I'll give them a 7 out of 10. The music aint so loud and good for chatting or discussion over there. Now there is wi-fi available so for those laptops users, go go go!

I ordered something just to fill my stomach and to refresh myself. I ordered a plate of wedges and a Strawberry Float. I remembered when I came here last time, the amount of wedges they serve is more than they used to serve me now. All the way, its reasonable for the price, just that I miss the extra bites.. :p

As for the Stawberry Float, I'd rather call it a Strawberry Smoothie cause it taste more like a smoothie to me. I have to give credits to that Strawberry Float as it really really give me a refreshing taste. Its not too sweet, nor is it too flavour-less, it is just nice. And I can even feel some of the strawberry seed inside! I have to give that one a 9 out of 10. Last but not least, Happy Bak Chang day!!

The inside look from the corner I'm sitting at. Nobody comes during rain.

My Strawberry Float!! Dont underestimate this little thing, it makes you feels good!

Aha! Who ate my wedges? How come so little left? Wtf?!

Itadakimassss!!!~~

I ate my dinner with my grandparents around 6.30pm today. Oh well, I didnt felt full, so after I sent them home, I went out again to go food hunting, not far away, just around Tabuan Jaya. Without any reason, I decided to go into Selection Supermarket, maybe because I found a carpark which I dont know why, the car that parked there requested for me to park at her parking slot.. I was like, omg? Ussually at night, this place is cramped! To be able to find a car park at the first "pusingan" around the parking area is like a miracle!


So anyway, went inside, and the first thing I thought of is, "Hey, Jap food!" So I went to buy some of it and get out. Then, in front of me, is a stall called Sister's Crispy Popiah or something like that. Its famous at the peninsular Malaysia (that's what they say, and they got a branch at KLCC too). Oh well, since I was on a food hunt, I bought 2 rolls of it. Original price is RM2.80 per roll, buy 2 then its RM5.20 total. I did not managed to grab a pic of the popiah, but I had to admit that it was good, and crispy too!


I actually kept the sushi for myself, gg! I shared the popiah with my grandparents, but they dont know a thing about the sushi I've been hiding! hahaha, will buy some for them nxt time!





This set of sushi cost RM10.50. Cheap or expensive?



This is the soy sauce and the wasabi packet there. The soy sauce in
the fish-like bottle is cute!!

The birth of another average joe blogger

Why Blog?
Cause i have nothing to do and well, i just have too many free times and yet i just have too little free time to spend...

Melodies of Life?
First of all, credits to FF9 for it is from there i got this idea as the title of my blog. Life is a mixture of low, medium and high tunes, (sad, normal and happy) but when put together, it can creates a feeling, a feeling that only you yourself can feel it because that melody, is yours and no one else can have a same melody as yours. This is even more powerful than the DNA variation where the chances of having the same DNA line is 1 in a million, but this one is 0 in a million.

What would you blog about?
what else? junks, my life and stuffs that i find along my life span...

How often?
I cant promise that i can blog here everyday but perhaps everyweek. as i said, i seems to have many free times to spend but i also seems to have too little free time to spare.

Where?
I'm from Sarawak. Yeah, read that carefully, SARAWAK. we dont live in trees, we live ON trees. And yes, Sarawak DO have muthafucka ROADS! How to come to Sarawak? see below




This photo was taken from another blogger, forgoten who, thanks anyway.