陳小春 - 獨家記憶
忘記分開後的第幾天起
喜歡一個人 看下大雨
沒聯絡 孤單就像連鎖反應 想要快樂都沒力氣
雷雨世界像場災難電影
讓現在的我 可憐到底
對不起 誰也沒有時光機器
已經結束的 沒有商量的餘地
我希望你 是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底 不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你 是給我一半的愛情
我喜歡你 是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行 從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你 絕口不提 沒問題
雷雨世界像場災難電影
讓現在的我 可憐到底
對不起 誰也沒有時光機器
已經結束的 沒有商量的餘地
我希望你 是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底 不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你 是給我一半的愛情
我喜歡你 是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行 從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你 絕口不提 沒關系
我希望你 是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底 不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你 是給我一半的愛情
我喜歡你 是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行 從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你 絕口不提 沒限期
Monday, 26 May 2008
Thursday, 22 May 2008
how...
Blame me for my ignorance
my stupidity
my selfishness
my ownself...
I dont appreciate things
that come to me
and instead
I ignored it...
Sometimes
these things come during the wrong time
when I cant give my attention to
and while I'm trying to adjust myself to it
it became too late?
it's fading away
I didnt mean to do what I've done
I need time to adjust myself
and all of this come
at such a wrong time
so wrong
that I feel guilty
for any decision I've to make
Either it's this
or it's that
I cant run away
either way
someone will be hurt
I'm glad and honoured
that I'm such a person to you
it really touched me
but for you to suddenly do this
after all that happen
perhaps its just me
but it seems unacceptable to me
Now
I'm stucked in between
not knowing where to go
where to turn to
Hoping miracles will do its works
and everyone will be happy
a decision which is desired by all
I'm lost....
confused....
and lost....
my stupidity
my selfishness
my ownself...
I dont appreciate things
that come to me
and instead
I ignored it...
Sometimes
these things come during the wrong time
when I cant give my attention to
and while I'm trying to adjust myself to it
it became too late?
it's fading away
I didnt mean to do what I've done
I need time to adjust myself
and all of this come
at such a wrong time
so wrong
that I feel guilty
for any decision I've to make
Either it's this
or it's that
I cant run away
either way
someone will be hurt
I'm glad and honoured
that I'm such a person to you
it really touched me
but for you to suddenly do this
after all that happen
perhaps its just me
but it seems unacceptable to me
Now
I'm stucked in between
not knowing where to go
where to turn to
Hoping miracles will do its works
and everyone will be happy
a decision which is desired by all
I'm lost....
confused....
and lost....
Tuesday, 20 May 2008
For the victims of the Sichuan earthquake victims...
First of all, lets give a moment of silence for all the victims of the earthquake in Sichuan and others who are affected by it...
On May 12 2008, 14:28, mother nature had yet again unleashed its fury and this time as an earthquake in Sichuan. It was never thought that an earthquake would occur in this place and the buildings wasnt built to withstand the earthquake. Although I personally dont like the China officials who's trying to grab Taiwan from its own independence, I had to solute them for being able to start rescue missions as soon as 15:00, just 30 minutes after the quake, which I would personally considered quite a fast reaction considering the scale of damage done. Lifes have been save thanks to the fast response of the government to send rescue teams.
One thing that I respect about China people are that they are very dedicated to find survivors, even in the middle of the night. Just 19 and a half hour ago, 12 something in the midnight, they managed to rescue a 31 years old guy from the fallen bricks ad thanks to them, he can still live his life on. Its a relief to hear that China are accepting helps and aids from other countries fast enough, unlike Myanmar who (if not wrong) had only begun to let just Asian aids to go into their country while they're many else aid waiting to reach the helpless people out there.
China had done a great job in helping those people affected by the quake. Tents and shelters had been set up for the victims. Clean water and even hot water are available. Foods are prepared for the victims and it looks actually quite delicious if you ask me. Even tv are provided to let the people know what is going on as time pass by.
To those who are wealthy enough, if can please do donate some aids or even cash to them. For those who cant, lets pray for those who lost their loved ones to have the courage and strength to carry on.
Just what God or mother nature is trying to tell us after series of natural disaster happening in so many parts of the world now, I'm sure someone knows about it. Just a week from the Sicuan earthquake, another quake happened in China again and another one in Indonesia. Thank God for there is no tsunami resulting from this. Something is definitely wrong. Is it caused by the global warming? Is it the fury of God as more and more violence are happening in this world? We dont know. What we can do is only pray. Pray that something would be done to make things right. Pray that this wont happen to the one we love and care about.
Up to date, there has been 34k++ dead and 240k++ injured. Let us hope that the damaged would be minimised as far as possible.
China jia you!!!!!
On May 12 2008, 14:28, mother nature had yet again unleashed its fury and this time as an earthquake in Sichuan. It was never thought that an earthquake would occur in this place and the buildings wasnt built to withstand the earthquake. Although I personally dont like the China officials who's trying to grab Taiwan from its own independence, I had to solute them for being able to start rescue missions as soon as 15:00, just 30 minutes after the quake, which I would personally considered quite a fast reaction considering the scale of damage done. Lifes have been save thanks to the fast response of the government to send rescue teams.
One thing that I respect about China people are that they are very dedicated to find survivors, even in the middle of the night. Just 19 and a half hour ago, 12 something in the midnight, they managed to rescue a 31 years old guy from the fallen bricks ad thanks to them, he can still live his life on. Its a relief to hear that China are accepting helps and aids from other countries fast enough, unlike Myanmar who (if not wrong) had only begun to let just Asian aids to go into their country while they're many else aid waiting to reach the helpless people out there.
China had done a great job in helping those people affected by the quake. Tents and shelters had been set up for the victims. Clean water and even hot water are available. Foods are prepared for the victims and it looks actually quite delicious if you ask me. Even tv are provided to let the people know what is going on as time pass by.
To those who are wealthy enough, if can please do donate some aids or even cash to them. For those who cant, lets pray for those who lost their loved ones to have the courage and strength to carry on.
Just what God or mother nature is trying to tell us after series of natural disaster happening in so many parts of the world now, I'm sure someone knows about it. Just a week from the Sicuan earthquake, another quake happened in China again and another one in Indonesia. Thank God for there is no tsunami resulting from this. Something is definitely wrong. Is it caused by the global warming? Is it the fury of God as more and more violence are happening in this world? We dont know. What we can do is only pray. Pray that something would be done to make things right. Pray that this wont happen to the one we love and care about.
Up to date, there has been 34k++ dead and 240k++ injured. Let us hope that the damaged would be minimised as far as possible.
China jia you!!!!!
10 words that I've learn from Jap porno and Hentai
1. Yamateh (dont,stop)
2. Hanase (let me go)
3. Ittai / Itte (it hurts / ouch)
4. suge (big)
5. sugoi (wonderful)
6. Kimochi (feels good)
7. suteki (beautiful)
8. ahhh ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhhhhh!!!
9. Dame (dont do it)
10. kawaiiiii (cute)
2. Hanase (let me go)
3. Ittai / Itte (it hurts / ouch)
4. suge (big)
5. sugoi (wonderful)
6. Kimochi (feels good)
7. suteki (beautiful)
8. ahhh ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhhhhh!!!
9. Dame (dont do it)
10. kawaiiiii (cute)
Monday, 19 May 2008
why....
I just wanna live a normal life
a happy simple one
where there's no conflict or misunderstanding
I try to pursue what I want
and yet it seems that
the more I try
the further it goes away from me
Is this my fate?
or is this my own fault?
for being ignorant
for not knowing what is going on
while I never get a clue on whats going on
I've been trying
maybe I've been trying too hard
too hard that it torn myself
or perhaps torn us apart
I've tried to be someone else
but that is just not myself
not who I am
not the person
that I want you to remember
to say that
I'm glad to see you happy
or
I'm happy that you're happy now
it may seems that I mean it
but its a hail of knife stabs in my heart
Perhaps it is time for me to rest
maybe a while
maybe a bit longer
maybe forever
God knows...
but it doesnt mean I've given up
I'm tired
really tired...
Later,
even if it is much later,
can you come backto this place?
Is it okay if I ask this?
plead this?
though I know it is selfish to ask...
After time passes
a really long time
if you have no where to go
no one to turn to
if you're still here
I'll always welcome you
But then again...
it is undeniable that
time will change everything
or maybe you and I will still be the same
or maybe you and I will be different persons
than what we used to be
the joy of seeing you smile now
could then be
a heartache for either both
or perhaps both...
But one thing is for sure
your face will leave a print
inside my heart
how deep it is
maybe I'll never know
as I dont even understand myself
and yet I want to understand others
Keeping silent and running away
isnt the best solution
but then again
its harder to say it out
not wanting to hurt and to be hurt
For now
maybe I'll just wander around
thanking God for what I have till now
and turn to myself
when I thought of this again
Maybe there's other path
for me to take on
Whether I'm willing or not
I will not know
There's nothing more to ask for
there's nothing more to care to
I'll be happy enough
if you can remember me
in your heart as a souvenir
A wound is healable
a scar from the wound remains forever
the pain may be gone someday
but looking at the scar
will bring even more pain
if it hurts for me to be in your mind
do please remove me away
as it will only hurt me more
to see me as the cause of pain
One day my heart spoke to me
even though my tears tell me the way
I cant go back
to how it was before
perhaps its still almost the same
but its the little difference
that make it never the same again
You're free now
I wont be following your back
not anymore
it hurts
but at the same time
it comforts me
somehow...
to see you flying on your own will
If you're tired
I'm always here
to be a place for you to rest
for you to lean on
to cry on...
This is not goodbye or farewell
nor is it hello or a turned new leaf
life still goes on
I'll just carry this life on
towards the unknown future
For now... I'll retreat myself
until then... take care and be happy...^^
a happy simple one
where there's no conflict or misunderstanding
I try to pursue what I want
and yet it seems that
the more I try
the further it goes away from me
Is this my fate?
or is this my own fault?
for being ignorant
for not knowing what is going on
while I never get a clue on whats going on
I've been trying
maybe I've been trying too hard
too hard that it torn myself
or perhaps torn us apart
I've tried to be someone else
but that is just not myself
not who I am
not the person
that I want you to remember
to say that
I'm glad to see you happy
or
I'm happy that you're happy now
it may seems that I mean it
but its a hail of knife stabs in my heart
Perhaps it is time for me to rest
maybe a while
maybe a bit longer
maybe forever
God knows...
but it doesnt mean I've given up
I'm tired
really tired...
Later,
even if it is much later,
can you come backto this place?
Is it okay if I ask this?
plead this?
though I know it is selfish to ask...
After time passes
a really long time
if you have no where to go
no one to turn to
if you're still here
I'll always welcome you
But then again...
it is undeniable that
time will change everything
or maybe you and I will still be the same
or maybe you and I will be different persons
than what we used to be
the joy of seeing you smile now
could then be
a heartache for either both
or perhaps both...
But one thing is for sure
your face will leave a print
inside my heart
how deep it is
maybe I'll never know
as I dont even understand myself
and yet I want to understand others
Keeping silent and running away
isnt the best solution
but then again
its harder to say it out
not wanting to hurt and to be hurt
For now
maybe I'll just wander around
thanking God for what I have till now
and turn to myself
when I thought of this again
Maybe there's other path
for me to take on
Whether I'm willing or not
I will not know
There's nothing more to ask for
there's nothing more to care to
I'll be happy enough
if you can remember me
in your heart as a souvenir
A wound is healable
a scar from the wound remains forever
the pain may be gone someday
but looking at the scar
will bring even more pain
if it hurts for me to be in your mind
do please remove me away
as it will only hurt me more
to see me as the cause of pain
One day my heart spoke to me
even though my tears tell me the way
I cant go back
to how it was before
perhaps its still almost the same
but its the little difference
that make it never the same again
You're free now
I wont be following your back
not anymore
it hurts
but at the same time
it comforts me
somehow...
to see you flying on your own will
If you're tired
I'm always here
to be a place for you to rest
for you to lean on
to cry on...
This is not goodbye or farewell
nor is it hello or a turned new leaf
life still goes on
I'll just carry this life on
towards the unknown future
For now... I'll retreat myself
until then... take care and be happy...^^
for you...and only for you...
처음엔 알지 못했어
나를 보는 그대의 그 눈빛이
왜 그렇게 안타까웠는지
언제나 묻고 싶던 말
아주 조금 내 맘 알고 있는지
한번도 얘기한 적 없었지만
이젠 아는데 그대도 나처럼
하루하룰 헤매였던 걸
잠들 수 없이
너무 아파했었다는 걸
손을 잡아요
다시는 그대 놓지 않을게
사랑해요 내가 숨쉬는 날까지
그대로 멈춰버렸죠
나에겐 늘
모질게만 대하던 그대가
날 보며 웃어주던 날
이젠 아는데 그대도 나처럼
하루하루 헤매였던 걸
잠들 수 없이
너무 아파했었다는 걸
손을 잡았죠
다시는 나를 놓지 말아요
사랑해요 내가 눈감는 날까지
울지 않아요 이제 그대
내 곁에 있으니
고마워요 이렇게 모자란 내게
그대를 선물해줘서
사랑해요 내가 숨쉬는 날까지...
나를 보는 그대의 그 눈빛이
왜 그렇게 안타까웠는지
언제나 묻고 싶던 말
아주 조금 내 맘 알고 있는지
한번도 얘기한 적 없었지만
이젠 아는데 그대도 나처럼
하루하룰 헤매였던 걸
잠들 수 없이
너무 아파했었다는 걸
손을 잡아요
다시는 그대 놓지 않을게
사랑해요 내가 숨쉬는 날까지
그대로 멈춰버렸죠
나에겐 늘
모질게만 대하던 그대가
날 보며 웃어주던 날
이젠 아는데 그대도 나처럼
하루하루 헤매였던 걸
잠들 수 없이
너무 아파했었다는 걸
손을 잡았죠
다시는 나를 놓지 말아요
사랑해요 내가 눈감는 날까지
울지 않아요 이제 그대
내 곁에 있으니
고마워요 이렇게 모자란 내게
그대를 선물해줘서
사랑해요 내가 숨쉬는 날까지...
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
